This.

You know honestly;
You were the least person I expected to turn your back on me, and leave me there alone the way you did,
I expected so much more from you, I guess thats my fault though from expecting so much from someone that I should’ve expected the least from.
Everything that I thought was so real, turned out to be the complete opposite, I was the only one with the real feelings in the “relationship”.
I gave you my heart not knowing you would fuck it up and rip it apart, as much as it already was.
Why did I take you back time after time? Maybe, cause I honestly, thought you “loved” and “cared” about me, and would change for me.